2nd August,1994

2nd august,1994

waise to ye haar calender ke date ke tarah normal date hi hai par mere zindagi main sabse khaas dino main se ek hai.....

2nd aug ka bahut saalon tak intezaar kiya hai tab jakar ye pal mujhe mila hai.....

ye woh din hai jis din bhawan ji ne meri sun li....

Bachpan se bahut akelapan lagta tha humesha apne doston ko dekhti aapne bhai behno se ladtey jhagadtey....
par main akeli thi....
humesha se chahti thi meri bhi ek chooti behen ho jis se main sab kuch share kar saku....
mere school ki gossip share kar pau...
mere ghar ghar wale khel main mera koi jo mera paitent bane...
jab main teacher banu toh koi mera student bane...
koi aisa jis ke saath main aapne toys share kar sakti....
koi aisa jis ke saath main sab kuch khel sakti
koi aisa jis se main sab kuch keh sakti....

humesha mummy se kehti ki mummy mujhe ek behen la do...
mummy ne kaha tum bhagwan ji se kaho woh sab ki suntey hain...
tumhari bhi sunenge....
us din se bhagwan se bas ek hi chiz maine manga tha...ki "god plz mujhe ek behen de do"
bhagwan ji se bas saalon tak ek chiz mangi meri behen....
fir finally mujhe meri behen mili......woh din meri zindagi ka sab se khaas pal tha....
meri ab tak ka sab se happiest moment....
main tab 5 saal ki thi.....us din main school gayi hui thi mummy nurseing home main the
jab main school se aayi tab maine suna ki mujhe meri behen mil gayi hai......main bahut
khush thi uniform bhi change nhi kiya aise hi mummy se milne chali gayi aunty ke saath
wahan mummy so rahi thi......
tab mujhe apni behen ko dekhne nhi diya.....
main bahut tadap rahi thi usko dekhne ke liye...
tab papa ne kaha pareshan mat ho.....hum bahut jaldi usko ghar le jayenge....
mummy ghar nahi aayi....papa bhi mummy ke saath wahin the.....
phir aunty aur main wapas ghar chale aaye....
main baar baar unse ek hi sawal karti....ki mummy aur new baby kab ghar aayenge???
woh kehti aa jayenge....aa jayenge....
aur main dobara puchti ki kab aayenge...
phir hum dusare din mummy se milne gaye.......
maine pheli baar apni behen ko dekha.....woh bahut choti si thi.....bahut choti si...
main uske chotey chotey haant aur paw ko dekh kar heran thi....ki mere toh itne bade hain uske itne chotey kyun.......
main pareshan thi usko kuch der dekh kar.....ki ye kitna soti hai.....jab dekho soti rehti hai.....
na baat karti hai na humare tarah khana khati hai....
bahut alag thi....maine mummy se pucha kya main iske saath khel sakti hu
mummy ne kaha beta usko bade hone do.....ye abhi bahut choti hai.....
ye khel nhi sakti hai........
ab mummy se mera sawal tha "ye badi kab hogi aur kaise badi hogi"
mummy ne kaha tum jaise badi ho gayi waise woh bhi badi ho jayegi.....

phir mummy papa new baby ko ghar lekar aa gaye......

phir se udd chali....

Sapno ki uddan sab se khubsurat uddan hoti hai....

Kitne ajeeb hote hai na ye sapne haqikat se parey duniya se anjaan 

main bhi phir se udd chali hu apne naye sapno ki uddan ke saath..... hosalo ke par lagaye huey.....

caN't live withOut U..

tum humesha gussa karte the na mujhe pe


ki main humesha bachpana karti hu...


tum ye kyun nhi samjhtey ki


mujhe aisi samjhdari nahi chaiye jo mere pyar ko mujhe se dur le jaye....

pyar ki haad......

haadon main bandhney ki,


na koshsis karo hume,


kyun ki main tum se,


be-haad pyar karti hu.......

Naino ki zubani

mere bikhrey huey kajal se pucho....

ki maine tumhe har pal kitna yaad kiya hai

Lamhe zindagi k: A b C d E f G.....

Lamhe zindagi k: A b C d E f G.....: ABCD.... ye woh hai jo school jatey saath sikhtey hai.... haar bacha iske bina aagey nahi ja sakta hai..... AbCd....se mere kuch ai...

A b C d E f G.....

ABCD....


ye woh hai jo school jatey saath sikhtey hai....


haar bacha iske bina aagey nahi ja sakta hai.....


AbCd....se mere kuch aise lamhe judey main jo main aaj tak bhul nahi payi hu woh lamha toh guzaar gaya par aaj tak aapni chap mere maan main aur byatitwa main aaj bhi hai....




ye aaj se karib 18 saal purani baat hai....
bahut choti si thi main...nayi nayi school jana shuru kiya tha....
ek baar society walaon ne function organise kiya tha.....sab ke liye alag alag events and competiton organise kiye they.....bacho ke liye, bado ke liye.....
 maine bhi bahut sarey competitions and event main participate kiya tha.....
un main se ek main teacher bani thi.....
ghar main mummy ne mujhe bahut rehearsal karwaya tha....


A B C D E F G

H I J K L M N O P 


L M N O P Q R S T 


U V W


X Y Z


baar baar ghar main sab yaad kiya tha.....sab kuch thik tha.....
shaam ko mummy ne mujhe aapni saare pehna diya aur acche se taiyar kar diya tha
main stage main gayi aur shuru bhi kiya...


A B C D E F G


H I J K L M N O P


 par "p" ke baad bhul gayi thi.....


side main aur ek aunty thi microphpne pakad ke....woh bol rahi thi bolo beta bolo....


maine phir se shuru kiya....
 A B C D E F G


H I J K L M N O P


par phir se wahi hua...mujhe "p" ke baad yaad hi nahi tha....


main itni beedh ko dekar ghabara gayi thi......sab bhul gayi thi


main us beedh main apni mummy ko dhund rahi thi....


aunty ne kaha beta bolo daro mat phir se shuru karo.....
 maine phir shuru kiya....



A B C D E F G


H I J K L M N O P..........mummy...mummy....


main wahan mummy mummy kar ke stage main roney lagi....
phir mumma aayi aur mujhe apni godh main utha kar le gayi......
main wahan kuch jeet nahi payi thi.....par us din main ghar akeli nahi gayi thi
aapne saath aapna daar le kar gayi thi


"STAGE FEAR"


ye daar aaj tak mere maan main hai....
stage main jakar logon ko dekh kar sab bhul jati hu....
us din ke baad aaj tak main kabhi debate competition main nahi gayi....aur na kabhi speech di....



na jane mere jaise aur kitne log honge jinhe sab ke samney bolne main daar lagta hoga....