Lamhe zindagi k: A b C d E f G.....

Lamhe zindagi k: A b C d E f G.....: ABCD.... ye woh hai jo school jatey saath sikhtey hai.... haar bacha iske bina aagey nahi ja sakta hai..... AbCd....se mere kuch ai...

A b C d E f G.....

ABCD....


ye woh hai jo school jatey saath sikhtey hai....


haar bacha iske bina aagey nahi ja sakta hai.....


AbCd....se mere kuch aise lamhe judey main jo main aaj tak bhul nahi payi hu woh lamha toh guzaar gaya par aaj tak aapni chap mere maan main aur byatitwa main aaj bhi hai....




ye aaj se karib 18 saal purani baat hai....
bahut choti si thi main...nayi nayi school jana shuru kiya tha....
ek baar society walaon ne function organise kiya tha.....sab ke liye alag alag events and competiton organise kiye they.....bacho ke liye, bado ke liye.....
 maine bhi bahut sarey competitions and event main participate kiya tha.....
un main se ek main teacher bani thi.....
ghar main mummy ne mujhe bahut rehearsal karwaya tha....


A B C D E F G

H I J K L M N O P 


L M N O P Q R S T 


U V W


X Y Z


baar baar ghar main sab yaad kiya tha.....sab kuch thik tha.....
shaam ko mummy ne mujhe aapni saare pehna diya aur acche se taiyar kar diya tha
main stage main gayi aur shuru bhi kiya...


A B C D E F G


H I J K L M N O P


 par "p" ke baad bhul gayi thi.....


side main aur ek aunty thi microphpne pakad ke....woh bol rahi thi bolo beta bolo....


maine phir se shuru kiya....
 A B C D E F G


H I J K L M N O P


par phir se wahi hua...mujhe "p" ke baad yaad hi nahi tha....


main itni beedh ko dekar ghabara gayi thi......sab bhul gayi thi


main us beedh main apni mummy ko dhund rahi thi....


aunty ne kaha beta bolo daro mat phir se shuru karo.....
 maine phir shuru kiya....



A B C D E F G


H I J K L M N O P..........mummy...mummy....


main wahan mummy mummy kar ke stage main roney lagi....
phir mumma aayi aur mujhe apni godh main utha kar le gayi......
main wahan kuch jeet nahi payi thi.....par us din main ghar akeli nahi gayi thi
aapne saath aapna daar le kar gayi thi


"STAGE FEAR"


ye daar aaj tak mere maan main hai....
stage main jakar logon ko dekh kar sab bhul jati hu....
us din ke baad aaj tak main kabhi debate competition main nahi gayi....aur na kabhi speech di....



na jane mere jaise aur kitne log honge jinhe sab ke samney bolne main daar lagta hoga....

Lamhe zindagi k: DaUd....

Lamhe zindagi k: DaUd....: aaj dopahar ko "DIL CHAHTA HAI" movie dekh rahi thi..... bahut sari purani yaadein taaza ho gayi..... kuch aise lamhe yaad aa gaye ...

Lamhe zindagi k: DaUd....

Lamhe zindagi k: DaUd....: aaj dopahar ko "DIL CHAHTA HAI" movie dekh rahi thi..... bahut sari purani yaadein taaza ho gayi..... kuch aise lamhe yaad aa gaye ...

DaUd....

aaj dopahar ko "DIL CHAHTA HAI" movie dekh rahi thi.....


bahut sari purani yaadein taaza ho gayi.....


kuch aise lamhe yaad aa gaye jo maine aapne doston ke saath guzarey the....


ye aaj se 4 saal phele ki baat hai.....jab main graduation kar rahi thi.....
ye second year ka ek kissa hai....


college main jati toh akeli thi par...... aksar aati akeli nahi thi....
aatey waqt mere do acche dost humesha aksar mere saath hotey linu aur jinu...
ye dono alag department se they....par hum teno best friends they......
jinu ko main apne 12th se janti thi....hum dono ek hi intermediate college main they aur same tutorial main bhi they.....phir hum dono ne same college main bhi admission liya par dono ne subjects alag liye.....
linu....jinu ke hi department ki thi....dono acche dost they...phir jinu ne linu ko mujhe se introduce karaya to hum bhi acche dost ban gaye....
hum aksar saath main aaya jaya kartey they....
college jatey waqt to kabhi masti nahi kartey they par aate waqt teno saath rahe toh bahut masti kartey they.....
college jate waqt rastey main aksar ek pagal ghuma karta tha woh kisi ko tang nahi karta tha........humesha aapni dhun main rehta tha.....apni hi duniya main khush rehta tha.....
mere ghar se college jate waqt 2 choti si chadai aati thi.....aur aatey waqt 1 bahut lambi si chadhai aati thi.....
jab hum teno saath jatey they....tab sab se phele main cycle se uthar jaya karti thi......main kehti thi aur mujhe se nahi hoga.....
linu humesha mera majak udati...ki moti tujhe se ye choti si chadhai bhi nahi chadi jati.....
hum teno main sabse moti main hi thi.....
jinu thik thi....
linu humari kareena hahaha miss zero size figure...
aur main humare group main sab se moti....
linu aur main ek dusarey ka majak udaney main kabhi peechey nahi haatey they.....jab bhi mauka mila ek dusarey ki tang kichtey they....
hum ek dusarey ka bahut majak udatey they.....woh mujhe moti bulati aur main usko pimpudi(ant in oriya),chemidi(chamelion in oriya)jhitipiti(lizard in oriya),budhiyani(spider in oriya)....in naamo se bulaya karti thi.....


 ek baar ki baat hai....
hum teno college se laut rahe they....
shayad 3 ya 3:30 baje hongey....bahut dhup ho rahi thi us din.....
woh badi wali chadai jab aayi toh hum teno cycle se utar gaye they....
raste main pani puri khai humne phir se chal diye...
pata nahi kya ho gaya tha us din us pagal ko....
hum teno aapne raste ja rahe the woh humare pichey duadne laga....
oh my god
kya kare kuch samjh main nahi aa raha tha...
hum teno bahut daar gaye the....aur jitna teej ho sakta tha baghney ki kosis ki...
woh chadhai kafi lambi thi....
usmain daud pana humarey liye bahut muskil tha ek toh din bhar ki college ki thakan upar se cycle,heavy bags upar se chadhai.....
hum teno jitna bhag saktey they bhagey......
in sab main sab se funny ye tha ki.....
jab kabhi hum saath jatey the main humesha sab se phele cycle se utar jati thi aur cycle chalatey waqt meri saans ukhadney lagti thi....aur linu mera humesha majak udati thi ki "kya asthama patient ki tarah saans le rahi hai" ....
aur jab hum teno ke pichey pagal dauda tha....hum teno main se sab se teej main hi bhagi thi....woh dono mere pichey they...
phele toh humara daar ke mare chehrey se rang udd gaya tha baad main jab chadhai chadtey waqt thak gaye toh aram se chalne lage kaha "jo hoga dekha jayega"....
linu to bol rahi thi aane do us pagal ko pass....mere pass aaya toh cycle utha ke fek dungi......maine hans ke kaha madam aapna college bag toh aapse uthaya nahi jata cycle kya uthaogi????
jinu toh bahut ghabara gayi thi.....
main bhi bahut daar gayi thi....kya karey kuch samjh main nahi aa raha tha...
humari kismat acchi hai us pagal ne kuch nahi kiya....
ab pagal toh pagal hai phele humarey pichey daud raha tha phir ek bike wale ke pichey daudne laga aur hum teno ka picha chod diya.....


aaj bhi ye baat yaad kar ke bahut hansi aati hai...un lamho par....

Lamhe zindagi k: ChAnDa MaMa

Lamhe zindagi k: ChAnDa MaMa: chand...... chand ko lekar aapne bahut sare kissey khaniyan aur na jane kitne shero shayari suney hongey..... aaj main bhi aap ko ek ki...

Lamhe zindagi k: kasmakash.....

Lamhe zindagi k: kasmakash.....: Lamh3 maIn maIn3 huMeshA Har pal ko qaId kaRn3 kI KoSis ki hai...... woH pHelA pyaR..... woH pheLi dosti..... woh papA ki saBashi......

Lamhe zindagi k: mobile chor.....!!!

Lamhe zindagi k: mobile chor.....!!!: m Obli3 hum sab ki personal chizon main se ek..... sab ki jarurat hum sab aapne mobile ko lekar bahut hi possessive hotey hain... Mobile h...

mobile chor.....!!!

mObli3 hum sab ki personal chizon main se ek.....

sab ki jarurat

hum sab aapne mobile ko lekar bahut hi possessive hotey hain...

Mobile hum sabki zindagi ka ek ahem hissa ban gaya hai....

chahe hume neend se jagna ho...to hume mobile chaiye

ya sotey waqt gaana enjoy karna ho toh hume mobile chaiye

jab kisi ki kami mehsus hoti hai tab hume mobile chaiye

chahe date dekhna ho ya chooti chooti calculation karna ho tab bhi mobile ki yaad aati hai...

ab reminder ki jarurat ho ya camera....mobile ke bina kam nhi chalta hai....

aur socchiye 1 minute ke liye aapka mobile agar chori ho jaye to????

woh bhi aapka naya mobile????

kya karenge aap???

aaj main aapko aapni hi zindagi ka ek chota sa kissa suna rahi hu........

yE aaj Se dO saAl phel3 kI baAt hai....

jab merA MBA main naya naya admission hua tha....is se phele mere pass mera personal mobile nahi tha....MBA admission ke baad mom ne mujhe meri pasand ka mobile gift kiya tha....

sony ericsson w205

mujhe hostel main aaye 1 week bhi nahi hua tha tab mera laptop nahi aaya tha.....

sir ne hume kuch assignment diya tha karne ke liye to laptop na hone ke wajah se mujhe cybercafe jana pada tha.....

wahan 2 gante tak main baithi thi sara data jo chaiye tha pen drive main liya aur kuch print karaya....

phir jab main dukanwale ko paise dene ke liye apna bag khola toh mere bag main mera mobile nahi tha main bahut pareshan ho gayi thi hoss udd gaye the.....

samjh main nahi aa raha hai kya karu ab....

hazaron baatein dimag main aa rahi thi ki ghar main kaise kahu ki naya mobile chori ho gaya....mummy se kya kahungi....aur agar ghar se call aaya toh????naya mobile milne ka toh chance hi nahi hai.....

mujhe pura saqk ek ladke pe tha...woh ladka jisne mere liye print kiya tha....

maine dukan wale bhaiya se kaha ki mera mobile mujhe nahi mila raha hai...

woh bhi mera mobile khojne lage.....woh baar baar mujhe keh rahe the ki mam aaj tak humare dukan se chori  nahi hui hai....

maine aankhon se bas aansu aana baki tha main bahut pareshan thi....kya karu kuch samjh main nahi aa raha tha....

dukan wale bhaiya ne mujhe se mera number manga....

unhone ne kaha ki call kar ke dekhtey hain....

par main class se directly cybercafe gayi thi toh maine mera cell slient mode main rakha tha....

woh call kar rahe the....but slient main tha toh kuch pata hi nahi chala.....

maine wahan do teen baar aapna bag check kiya tha par mujhe apna moblie nahi mila....

bhaiya ne be do teen baar bag check kiya tha but unhe bhi mobile nahi mila.....

main bahut upset thi....kya karu kuch samjh main nahi aa raha tha....but main kar bhi kya sakti thi....bahut bhari maan se maine finally decide kiya ki dukan wale bhaiya ko paise du aur wapas chali aau......jab dobara maine bag main pasion ke liye haanth dala toh mujhe mera mobile mila.....itni khush ho gayi thi.......meri khushi ka thikana nahi tha.....uff bahut bada bojh mere dil se utar gaya tha......

maine toh dukan wale bhaiya se pani manga.....pani piya....chain se saans li.....

mobile mere bag main hi tha....woh bag ke ek corner main reh gaya tha.....pata nahi kaise nahi mila hum sabko.....

woh hanse ke bole ke "maine kaha tha mere dukan main aaj tak chori nahi hui hai"

main bas muskari aur paise de kar chali aayi.....aaj bhi jab kabhi main us dukan main jati hu toh woh bhaiya mujhe par hanstey hain......

SH3....

she is selfish,
but only because she wants you for herself.


she get jealous easliy,
but only because she want to be the only one around you.


she doesn't want any other gals to be with you,
but only because she is afraid of losing you.


she's all that,
but only because she is madly in love with you....

na jaane kyun.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NC1yM-9Jwrk


one of my fav.track....

na jane kyun hota hai ye zindagi ke saath.....

tOg3tHeR fOr3v3r.....

zindagi ka safar....

ziNdagi ke safar maAin huM3 akela chOod na d3na......

ruSwai k3 daAr se humse muh mOod na leNa.............

yuNhi maAr jay3nge hUm aaPke biNa..................

hUm se baatein kaRna chod nA deNa...........

woh....

wOh lehe3ro ke taRah aachaNak aaye the humAre zinDagi maIn..............

huM3 aaPne pYar mAin be3go diya aUr waPas chale gaye.........

wOh aaYe toh the khali haAnth pAr huMse humAra chaIno aur sukUn le gaYe.....

chaha  tOh  tha  unko bhUl  jaYe par  kYa  kaRe  hUm  se  huMara  wajoOd hi le gaye.....

IntezAar

wOh hUm3 taNha choOd kAr chAl3 gaYe......


hUm inTeZaaR kiYe baIth3Y haIn...................


hUmaRe dil Ke tuKadey Kar gaYe.................


hUm unKe deEdar ke liYe baithey hain...........

ChAnDa MaMa

chand......

chand ko lekar aapne bahut sare kissey khaniyan aur na jane kitne shero shayari suney hongey.....

aaj main bhi aap ko ek kissa sunaney ja rahi hu.....meri aapni zindagi se......

ye bachpan bhi ajeeb hota hai na......bilkul geeli meeti kaise jaisa hota hai aapka bachpan kumhar aapko jaise aapne sanchey main dhalta hai aap waise hi uskey sanchey main dhal jate ho......

sahi main bache maan ke kitni sache hotey hain....umar hi aisi hoti hai aapko na khud ki samjh hoti hai aur na duniya ki samjh hoti hai jo aapse jo kehta hai aap maan jate ho.....

aaj se 18 saal purana kissa hai par aaj bhi jab yaad aata hai to aapni masumiyat pe hansi aati hai....

Tab hum bombay main rehtey the....main mummy aur papa...

4 saal ki chooti si bachi....jiska mummy papa ke siwa aur koi rishta nahi tha....

classes,play ground,doston ke saath masti,home work isko chod ke aur nahi tha zindagi main....

Meri life ki pheli garmi chooti......bahut khushi thi ki ek break mil gaya...hum sab ghumney jayenge...

maine aapne sare favourite dress mummy ko pakada diye ki mummy mujhe ye pehna hai....

hum apne gaon jane wale the......jharkhand

Jharkhand main ek chote se gaon main mera ghar hai jo west singhbhum area main aata hai...

jahan tak mujhe yaad hai ye mere phela safar tha...is se phele jab gayi thi par main kuch mahino ki thi....

bahut excited main thi hum train se ja rahe the....lamba safar tha....

finally hum gaon paunchey bahut excited thi nayi jagah naye log dekh ke...

but wahan sab kuch alag tha mere liye....mera gaon bahut hi chota tha....kachi sadak,meeti ka ghar,wahan bijli bhi nahi thi.....mere liye sab bahut ajeeb tha par wahan sab ka itna pyar mila ki jyada un baaton par dyan nhi diya....

wahan pheli baar aapne rishtadaron se mili....

chachu,dadi maa bade papa badi mummy,mere baki bhai behen....bahut masti ki humne phir garmi ki chootiyan beet gayi aur hume wapas bombay aana pada....

chootiyan khatam hone ke baad  wapas school life main....

shaam hui main normal life ke tarah play ground gayi aapne doston ke pass khelne ke liye.

Bahut dino ke baad apni dost dolly se mili hum dono khele lage....aaj usne nayi dress pehni hui thi...

maine usko new pinch kiya aur kaha acchi dress hai...usne kaha haan mere mama ji ne gift ki hai....

hum kuch der khele saath phir main aapne ghar laut aayi....

Aaj main ghar ek naye sawal ke saath wapas gayi thi...

"MAMA"

maine ghar jakar mummy se pucha ki mummy mama kya hota hai????

mummy ne jawab diya beta jo aapke mummy ke bhai hotey hain...usko mama kehte hain....

(meri mummy ki family bahut hi badi thi....4 beheney aur 4 bhai.....par bahut dhuk ki baat thi....ki mere charo mama ji is duniya main nahi the.....meri nani ji ka dehant jab mummy chooti thi tab hi ho chuka tha aur mummy ke shaadi ke ek saal baad nana ji chal basey....aur baki mausiyon ki shaadi ho chuki thi....isliye kabhi nana ji ke ghar nhi gayi thi...koi tha hi nahi....)

main baar baar puch rahi thi ki mummy mere mama ji nahi hai?????woh kahan hai?????mere mama ji kyun nahi hain?????

meri mummy ne mere sawalon se pareshan ho kar kaha woh hain tumhare mama ji.....unhone ne chand ko dikha kar kaha.....

tab se main chand ko hi aapna mama samjhti thi.....mujhe kuch bhi chaiye hota main mama ji se pray karne lagti thi.....

ek ajeeb se rishta jhud gaya tha mera aur chand ka.....haar baat unse share karna.....ki mama ji aaj ye hua aaj woh hua....jab kabhi mummy daanti tab unse unki behen ki shikayat karti....ki aaj mummy ne gussa kiya....

main aapni haar jarurat kehne lagi thi.....

meri mummy bhi meri har jarurat puri karti aur kehti mama ji ne kiya hai tumhare liye.....woh dekhti ki unki chooti si beti is jhoot se khush hai....

jitney din tak meri jaruratey puri hoti rahi....utna hi mera mere chanda mama se rishta aur ghera hota gaya....

ek baar ki baat hai.....

main koi badmashi ki thi.....toh mummy ne gussa ho kar mujhe bathroom main lock kar diya.....

main roti rahi chanda mama chilati rahi....bahut bulaya maine chanda mama ko ki please aao aur mujhe bathroom se nikalo....bahut bulaya tha maine unhe....

woh toh chand the....kahan aatey mere bulane par.....

1 gaanta tak mummy ne lock kar k rakha tha mujhe bathroom main......

tab tak ro ro kar mera haal bura ho chuka tha....us se bhi jyada main naraz thi aapni mama ji se....

ki kya hua jo woh mujhe bachane nahi aaye.....

aaj tak toh humesha meri har khwaish puri ki par aaj mere musibat pe mera saath kyun nahi diya......

main bahut upset thi.....phir mummy ne mujhe bahar nikala aur bahut pyar se aapne haanton se khana khilaya aur phir samjhaya ki aisa nhi karte hain....

us din se maine mere mama ji se kati kar li thi....

bahut saal tak baat nhi ki....

phir jab badi hui sab kuch samjhne lagi toh.....aaj yaad kar ke hansi aati hain mujhe aapne aap pe....

ye tha ek lamha meri zindagi ka.....

kasmakash.....

Lamh3 maIn maIn3 huMeshA Har pal ko qaId kaRn3 kI

KoSis ki hai......

woH pHelA pyaR.....

woH pheLi dosti.....

woh papA ki saBashi....

woH badmAshiyon main unka guSsa karna....

maa ki woh lad aur pyar....

woh pheli judai ka aalam...

aaj lamhe main aur ek lamha shamil karne ja rahi hu jo hum sab k zindagi main aata hai......

aaj lamhe main meri diary se ek pal.....

10.08.2011

aaj mera last college main mera akhari din tha....last exam last paper....
aaj mera human resource legislation ka paper tha...ye paper mujhe bilkul pasand nhi hua karta tha....is paper ko lekar main bahut pareshan thi.....kal raat se kuch jyada hi pareshan thi...padhai karte karte bahut neend aa rahi thi raat ko
padhai karu toh neend aati hai....aur sone jau toh pareshani k karan so nahi pa rahi thi....
bahut muskil se so payi....

phir subha hui...exam kaisa hoga uska tanaw tha....phir waqt beet ta ja raha tha
aise kar k woh waqt bhi aa gaye jab mujhe college k liye nikalna pada....
subha se mausam kharab tha barish ho rahi thi...
aise hi hum college k nikal gaye.....aaj college main kafi bhari maan se ja rahi thi...

ek toh exam ka pressure tha upar se college ka akhari din bhi....

woh pal yaad aa rahe the jab main college pheli baar ja rahi thi....

maan main bahut sare sawal the....

doston se dur jane ka dukh bhi tha....

samjh nahi aa raha tha kaise react karu...apne mba khatam hone ki khushi manau ya zindagi main aane wale chunotiyon k liye khud ko tayar karu......
aaj aisa lag raha hai jaise zindagi ke ek padao se aage badh rahi hu....
mazil toh kahin aur hai.....

tha ye bhi ek haseen padao zindagi ka....
jahan mujhe bahut kuch sikhne ko mila,naye log,naye dost kuch khati meethi yaadon ke saath.....

aaj lag raha hai aage toh mujhe jana hai......

bahut sare raston main se kisi ek ko chunna hai mujhe....

main humesha se yahi manti aayi hu ki har faisala aapki zindagi main bahut mahatwa rakhta hai....

kyun ki uska parinaam aapko ko hi bhugutna padhta hai....
raste to kai hai.......................​.........

par kaun sa rasta mujhe aapni mazil ke aaur le jayega....ab bas yahi tai karna hai....

phir se zindagi ke naye padaw pe kadam rakhne ja rahi hu naye raango ke saath
dekhte hain ye raang kaun sa raang lekar aate hain meri zindagi main....

phir se kuch naye sapne hai...
phir kuch umeediyen hain...........

dekhte hain ye raste mujhe kahan le jayenge....
chal padi hu phir se ek naye safar pe.......aapne sapno ko pura karne ki chah main......................​..